The lessons we can’t deny

I’ve been through many ups and downs.  But I can say I’ve never been to so much pain and crying in my life as I have experienced in the last six months of my life.  I don’t ever want to go back and reminisce any of them anymore.  With all these things, its still undeniable that things happen for a reason.  If there is just one thing I could ever believe in, there are things in life that we do not choose for ourselves, but they do happen nonetheless, and somehow, even if you run away from them, they have a way of finding themselves back to you until you take it.   more…

(That’s) All I ask of you

My sister was watching The Phantom of the Opera for her project, and I thought I would join her.  This gave me LSS afterwards.  Wouldn’t it be wonderful to keep wishing for a love as sweet as this?  Love is a wonderful emotion.. but when its gone, its an ugly feeling.  I only wish I’m not human enough to keep wanting to fall in love.  Sigh..

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Finding wonderland

I wake up in the middle of nowhere.  I feel the first gasp of air reach my lungs.  My eyes are wide open and I gather my senses.  My gaze reaches up the sky.  I see a portion of it.  The rest are covered with the grand pose of tall majestic old trees.  It could be around 10 in the morning.  The sun does not reach me at all, yet its not dark.  I feel the thick heavy heap of autumn-colored leaves cushioning my back.  I make an assessment of my current situation.  Am I hurt?  Am I even alive?

I struggle to sit myself.  I make a slow progress of it.  My body seems badly beaten.  I touch my face.  My body is covered in sweat.  Where have I been?  What have I done?  Am I even still myself?  Now that I’m seated, I bend my body to take a quick glance of my surrounding.  Its an awfully quiet place.  I’m in the middle of the forest.  Why?  How did I get here?

I look down and see myself wearing a slick pair of dark blue jeans.  I’m wearing a brown ladies’ leather jacket.  My hair is curly.  I look at my hands and they were white.  I wish I had a mirror.  I touch my face.  Its cold and sweaty.  Sweat was pouring from my head like I’ve been rained down.. and yet the whole place is dry.  In fact, it was even windy.  How ever did I get here? more…

Follow Me

I heard this song yesterday in the one place I hate the most. Must be a long long time ago since I last heard this.

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Mi pequeño negra gata

Mi negra gata

Mi negra gata

Special thanks to Buddy for my new pet!  All I had to do was ask!  WEEEEEE!!!

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Why can’t it be?

Artist: 3rd Avenue
Title: Why can’t it be?

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Oh baby please don’t get me wrong
‘Cause I’m not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

REFRAIN:
Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be the two of us
Why can’t we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At the wrong place, at the wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You’re in my dreams
You’re always in it
That’s the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I’m yours (Baby I’m yours)
Only till I wake up

REFRAIN:
Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be the two of us
Why can’t we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At the wrong place, (you came along) at the wrong time
Or was it me

REFRAIN:
Why can’t it be
Why can’t it be the two of us
Why can’t we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At the wrong place, (you came along) at the wrong time
You came along at the wrong place
At the wrong time
Or was it me (Or was it me)

Why can’t it be…

I’m sooo not joining that Legion

It was late November of last year (2009) when I first saw the trailer for this movie.  It was to be released by January 2010.  Excited and patiently I waited to see this movie.  2010 arrives and I thought many would fall in line to see this, and for sure, I have to be one of them.

Yesterday, I was so excited to see the movie.  I thought it was going to be big just like Avatar was and 2012.  Those movies definitely swept everyone’s expectations and filled us all with awe and unchartered appreciation for all the effort put into creating them and putting them out for public’s consumption.  Let me tell you, I did not think that my night would end the way it did after seeing Legion.

Legion is defined an archaic word used for “army”, or a large military unit.  The posters display of a beautiful yet ironic image of an angel–well, at least ironic from the common depiction of “angel” in our religious and social knowledge.  I think this was what made it more dramatic.

Legion

Legion

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The first thing that made me smile today

I left the house wishing the Universe wouldn’t let me wait long for a cab to arrive.  I woke up sluggish because it was cold and definitely a “bed” weather! I was surprised I didn’t have to stand longer than 3 minutes! I hailed a cab that was coming out of nowhere and without a passenger.. seemingly my ride to Ortigas.

It was a fairly old cab, definitely not the new classy Toyota Vios cabs but it was comfy.  The cab was quiet and was playing a soothing love song collection.  The cab driver wore a huge Ray-ban sunglass of dark greenish-brown tint.  Reminds of classic retro movies’ badass guys.  I sat at the rear seat of the cab, staring at the back of his head.  I picture that the only thing missing in the scene was a huge tobacco in his mouth. more…

Out Here on My Own

We have family and friends.  They are always around us.  People surround us.. but in the end, we are really just alone.  When you think about something, its just you speaking.  Its your own voice you hear and your own thoughts you see and ponder on.  There is nobody inside you but you alone.  In your life, there is only one timeline.. your own.

The thought of it makes one realize the essence of being alone, but not leading to “loneliness”.  Its not about being sad that we are alone.  I think its the confrontation of this fact that makes me realize that I can cross different timelines and be a part of other people’s lives.. but in the end its my own that will matter.  And so, I shouldn’t bother about making myself known to others.  Its more important for me to love and know myself.  Its a tough world we live in and everybody is just out on their own. more…

My “Eeehh” cat

What a face!

What a face!