The Ugly things

These make me sick.  Just like any other human being on this earth, we all go through different sets of emotions at any given time.  From the highest to the lowest, deepest pit of emotion.  But all of these things make us human nonetheless and I do not hate them.  Still, with all of these said, we must deal with them too.

A week ago, I faced a similar rage I had to deal with.  It seems to me, somebody (or something) is pressing all the possible button-combination they can try to try and tick me off.  Yup, it blew my head away.  But I got back easily.

The uncontrollable factor

I used to dream that I would become a scientist, way back when I was still very young.  Lo, and behold, I would say I had become one!  I was always the person with the logical brain.. trying to explain things the way mother nature has it.  Even life’s circumstances was not unexplainable at some point.  Nothing can deter me from trying to work my way into what fits as “explainable” and “logical”.  There is always a reason for everything.. and when there is none, there is always God (to blame–LOL).

Friday night, I sent a message to a friend.  I got a reply that annoyed me.  Not only did it annoy me at that instant, but “it” continued to annoy me every three (3) minutes since I received it until possibly an hour and a half when I thought turning off my phone would be a solution.

Now, what has a scientist got to do with it? more…

A love that was in my head

I fell in love with a celebrity.

I thought the only way out of pain was to feel joy.  The love was the bonus part.  I fell in love and it took me out of pain.

How could it be that he was physically beautiful in my eyes?  I loved his hair, I loved his eyes.  I loved his color, I loved his physique.  His height, his smile, his voice.  :)   Could you be my angel?  Yes and No.

I came to you at the wrong time, at the wrong lifetime.  You were the stranger I needed to wake me up.  Your love was the strangest of all.  It was a mixture of pain and delight.  I’m like the little girl who was taken by the stranger holding a beautiful balloon.  Struck in awe and obedient in amazement.  more…