When you’re down, there’s no where else to go but UP
14th Sep 2009 by Chris When you’re down, there’s no where else to go but UP
If’s there’s one thing that is sticking inside my head right now, that’s it. That’s how my hubby says it exactly to me when I’m down. I could almost hear him inside my head… and I finally know the reason why we didn’t get to watch “UP” while he was still around. God really takes you to places and situations you don’t have control of.. simply because its His way of giving you sermons about life. All you had to do was go along, be faithful and listen well.
The whole family is in trauma by what is happening. I’ll save the details to some other time. I, no matter how devastated I am with the loss of my future, had to take care of those who are still living and have emotions and concerns right now. I miss them all. I miss my family for I’ve been too busy preparing for the wedding. Now, its their time to have me and its my time to have them.
We watched “UP” in 3d (of course in the best 3d moviehouse). The “UP” craze has already faded, yet I still don’t know its morals. I don’t usually go around reading synopsis or reviews unless I doubt that my money would be wasted in it. And so, I get surprised myself.
My sister was laughing the whole time, while I was crying almost the whole time. They were a couple sharing almost the same dream. Planning almost the same thing.. thinking almost about the same things. Ellie was more like me, Carl was more like my hubby. I usually do the pegging of ideas for the future, and he works along with me. He’s more silent, I’m more talkative; but we were both very supportive of each other.
I cried and cried while watching the movie. The difference with Ellie and Carl with Me and JP is that they got married.. that’s all. I pictured in my head, we’d be lounging around the house and staring up the ceiling of dark blue lit by glow in the dark figures of celestial bodies. That was how we wanted our room to look like. This image tore me to pieces.
Ellie and Carl
