A love that was in my head
I fell in love with a celebrity.
I thought the only way out of pain was to feel joy. The love was the bonus part. I fell in love and it took me out of pain.
How could it be that he was physically beautiful in my eyes? I loved his hair, I loved his eyes. I loved his color, I loved his physique. His height, his smile, his voice.
Could you be my angel? Yes and No.
I came to you at the wrong time, at the wrong lifetime. You were the stranger I needed to wake me up. Your love was the strangest of all. It was a mixture of pain and delight. I’m like the little girl who was taken by the stranger holding a beautiful balloon. Struck in awe and obedient in amazement. more…








