If my thoughts can be contained here..

If my thoughts can be contained here, I would say everything. I would share everything. I would spill my emotions.

What can I say? What can I do? I feel like I want to escape. Live alone and let the world be.

I don’t want to be depressed. I want to be alive, I want to be me. I want to be free. The world has put blocks on me. On me, and in me. I can’t find that I am really at peace with myself and the rest of the world.

No, this is not a suicide note. more…

Stop sitting on the stone, and go to God!

Friends, although I am in sorrow, I would like to put JP’s eternal rest to mind and not worry about my own’s agony for he needs prayers now more than ever.  True that he has been laid to his worldly rest, but his soul needs more prayers.  I am posting a prayer for the faithful departed here and would ask of you who reads this to please pray along with me.  Once a day would be nice, more than once would be awesome.

THANK YOU!!!!  I so love this man that his welfare precedes my own.  Please help me with the prayers.


Dear God,

John Paul Tolledo has departed from this world and now return to you.
O Lord, in your mercy welcome him into your heavenly kingdom.
He has gone to his rest, now he hopes to rise with you.
O Lord, in your encompassing love, bring him into the light of your divine presence

I meekly intercede, O Lord, for our faithfully departed, John Paul Tolledo.
May he find eternal peace with you.
May he inherit your kind forgiveness.
May he see you face to face.

Yes, you are our only hope in this world.
You are our resurrection and life.
You are our Judge and Savior.

O Lord, I humbly beseech you:
be merciful in your judgment and
grant to him the promised salvation.

O Lord, remember not his faults,
but cleanse him of his sins
and grant to him his lasting reward.

O Lord, extend to him
your victory over sin and death.
Let him not be separated from you,
but grant him a place
in your eternal abode.

Jesus, Lord of the living and the dead,
comfort of the weary and the afflicted,
conqueror of death and sin,
guide our departed one, John Paul Tolledo.
As he reaches the end of his journey,
lead him back to you.

As his life comes to an end, let him live with you.

As he stand before you in judgment, please speak again these words:
“Come, you who are blessed by my Father,
Inherit the kingdom prepared for you.”

Amen.


-From Personal Prayers (Msgr. Ruperto C. Santos, STL)

To my honey

I miss you hon.  I lost my future when God has taken you away.  I grieve because I am lost and my future is bleak without you.  But I strive to be happy now for you are without pain and with God already.

Build us a house there and be there for me when its my last breath here on Earth.  I will be excited to see you and our house in heaven.  Paint it light blue as you wanted to.  Maybe in heaven we can start our own happy family.

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