I wish to be able to smile like this again someday
14th Oct 2009 by Chris 
I wish to be able to smile like this again someday
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13th Oct 2009 by Chris For every turn, every second, every moment of one’s life is a meaning.. a purpose. That’s what I’m out to find out. I want every part of the puzzle of my life. I want the big picture. I want to know what life is for me. More soul searching for me now..
I have to move on with my life. The business of life is to move forward. Hard to face, hard to accept but this is the real truth that you can hold on to (aside from God).
I’ve been seeing several counselors already. Some are religiously inclined, asking me to come to God and not hate him. But do I have to hear them out? Even if I DON’T HATE GOD? I love HIM. I am thankful for everything that happens to me, for I am a person without regret. True that I ask why He took JP away from me. The answer is quite easy. I even heard it from JP himself. I don’t have to question Him anymore, although I had to falter quite often and keep asking the same question over and over again. more…
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Prayer to Saint Jude
11th Oct 2009 by Chris Most Holy Apostle St. Jude,
faithful servant and friend of Jesus, this Church honours and invokes you universally as the patron of hopeless cases, of things almost despaired of. Pray for me, I am so helpless and alone. Make use I implore you, of that particular privilege given to you, to bring visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need that I may receive the consolation and help of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations and sufferings, particularly in honoring and putting into action what my departed hubby JP Tolledo wants for me to accomplish for myself, for my own benefit despite the fact that it goes against my own desires; and that I may praise God wit you my special and powerful patron, and to greatfuly encourage devotion to you,
Amen.
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Talking to me in a song
11th Oct 2009 by Chris Who is aware that I am psychic? I guess not most. Not everybody believes so too.
I asked what he wants me to do. He’s told me in my dreams, but I do not accept it. He wants me to be free. I am chaining myself down. How can I do it? I don’t want to forget. I feel heavy of loneliness. I feel like bending my own fate. He answers:
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How do I survive without you?
10th Oct 2009 by Chris I wonder how i will survive without you. My everyday is you. My heart and my happiness is you.
Uninvited, unhonored
7th Oct 2009 by Chris It seems to be an attempt to modify the doctrine
of Purgatory in that the faithful are asked to pray for the deceased
soul for 40 days after death during which time they traverse the
natural and supernatural worlds, according to this Russian Orthodox
tradition. Catholic dogma is more clear. Particular Judgment occurs at
death. The soul goes to heaven, hell or purgatory. If heaven or hell,
there is no chance of leaving either, before or after 40 days since
death. Purgatory is not necessarily 40 days for everyone or anyone. It
may be hours, days, weeks, years, centuries, or millennia depending on
the individual person and the attachment to sin and temporal punishment
due to sin they accumulated during life. We do not say the soul wanders
the earth for 39 or 40 days. The soul is judged and goes directly to
heaven, hell or purgatory. They do not haunt houses, or walk the earth
as ghosts.– Fr. John Trigilio on 06-07-2007 (http://www.catholic-bulletin.blogspot.com/2007/06/40-days-after-death.html)
40 days after the death of my honey, JP Tolledo, many were uninvited. Restricting to only the closest and wanted by the immediately family. Why is 40 days a very important number? more…
Alone Again Naturally
6th Oct 2009 by Chris Its his 40th day today. I don’t quite feel him anymore. Makes me feel even more lonely. Just like it was only yesterday when he left me. 
But even so, talking to an old friend who’ve supported me all along (from time to time), I am reminded of how I used to count my blessings (with JP included). Makes me smile even for just a while. Thanks Ian. You’re one blessing for me.
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Project Maricris
25th Sep 2009 by Chris As far back as 2007. And yet they say… Eh si JP kaya mismo tanungin niyo noh??
And yet they say..
What might have been
24th Sep 2009 by Chris I know he was quite scared of rejection. I know he came from a bad relationship. We both did. Maybe that’s why we so cherished each other’s love very well. I don’t remember when he told me about this song, but this reminds me of him
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The first night he accompanied me home
23rd Sep 2009 by Chris 
Ang gabi ng unang hatid. I really miss you hon.
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