Life is beautiful

13th Oct 2009 by Chris

For every turn, every second, every moment of one’s life is a meaning.. a purpose. That’s what I’m out to find out. I want every part of the puzzle of my life. I want the big picture. I want to know what life is for me. More soul searching for me now..

I have to move on with my life. The business of life is to move forward. Hard to face, hard to accept but this is the real truth that you can hold on to (aside from God).

I’ve been seeing several counselors already. Some are religiously inclined, asking me to come to God and not hate him. But do I have to hear them out? Even if I DON’T HATE GOD? I love HIM. I am thankful for everything that happens to me, for I am a person without regret. True that I ask why He took JP away from me. The answer is quite easy. I even heard it from JP himself. I don’t have to question Him anymore, although I had to falter quite often and keep asking the same question over and over again. more…