A journey to healing

17th Apr 2010 by Chris

A Healing Mantra

I am getting better and better every day in every way
I and only I am responsible for my health, my whole being in mind, body and spirit.
I will do everything, whatever it takes to heal me, my mind body and spirit.
I am fully motivated to heal my self, my mind, my body and my spirit.
I will preserve in this healing process of my mind, body and my spirit.
After I have done everything, will be detached and offer all to the Divine within me.
Since I am made in the Image and Likeness of God, my sole purpose in all these is to grow like God in Unconditional Love.
I am getting better and better every day in every way.

Since last year November 2009, I should have brought myself for a checkup.  Unfortunately, I have always been afraid of hospitals and doctors.  The last time I was ever in close encounter with the white people (a.k.a. medical practitioners LOL :P ) was in 1999 when I had dengue.  I made friends with some who happened to be interns that time.  I just don’t know where they are now or what happened to me.  I even recall that one of them was courting me at the hospital! :D  I only remember him by the name “Kuya Sonny”.   more…

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Not just another dream

25th Oct 2009 by Chris

I sought for an answer, the Universe speaks in a language I would understand, but know a little later.  I am a dreamer, and this is a gift.. one of my gifts.

Night after night, passing up the chance to sleep with the aid of science, my gift takes me places and the Universe spills its message to me gently.   I see only a series of two positions.  Emotions and vivid surroundings and symbols that had plenty of meaning to me now.. now that I have awakened.

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Life is beautiful

13th Oct 2009 by Chris

For every turn, every second, every moment of one’s life is a meaning.. a purpose. That’s what I’m out to find out. I want every part of the puzzle of my life. I want the big picture. I want to know what life is for me. More soul searching for me now..

I have to move on with my life. The business of life is to move forward. Hard to face, hard to accept but this is the real truth that you can hold on to (aside from God).

I’ve been seeing several counselors already. Some are religiously inclined, asking me to come to God and not hate him. But do I have to hear them out? Even if I DON’T HATE GOD? I love HIM. I am thankful for everything that happens to me, for I am a person without regret. True that I ask why He took JP away from me. The answer is quite easy. I even heard it from JP himself. I don’t have to question Him anymore, although I had to falter quite often and keep asking the same question over and over again. more…

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Ondoy is a disastrous distraction

4th Oct 2009 by Chris

Friday night, September 25, I slept at around 5am.  Still crying as usual.  Its almost my honey’s 40 days and I haven’t coped yet.  Mama woke me up at around 9am.  She said we should pack up because the water was rising.  Sure enough I didn’t have to panic.  Its been more than 40years since it last flooded here (or so she says). more…

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A little bit of Henry and Clare

23rd Aug 2009 by Chris
The Time Travelers Wife

The Time Traveler's Wife

I read about “The Time Traveler’s Wife” from an ebook I got online.  I immediately start reading it.  At first, I breeze through it only when I have free time.  Recently, I’ve been wanting to finish it!

Today was a bit of another hustle and bustle day plus some additional irritating daily stuff that I just didn’t want to completely give into.  I woke up at 5AM to prep up for my sister’s second college entrance exam.  (I sometimes wonder if I have to do this again sometime soon).  She’s gearing up for USTET.  Exam starts at 8AM.

My honey was completely kind enough to fetch us and guide us to the right building, as you see, its his Alma Mater after all.  Earlier on, he’s been complaining about some pains and frequent sneezing.  Later this morning, he’s got fever.  He was flaming hot while we were out in Quiapo killing time.  This got me worried.  After taking a capsule of bioflu, I urged that we went back to UST to rest at the carpark.  It was pretty hot in there and seriously, if you’re not at all tired and sleepy, you wouldn’t imagine yourself wanting to wait and sleep out in your car.  Ours was the complete opposite.  Tired, sleepless / feverish, my honey and I dozed off.  I was knocked out, almost all senses were blocked out.  As far as I can recall, I was dreaming and in another far away land.. again. more…

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